Post by Lenita Jahzara Zimmerman on Oct 12, 2010 16:43:45 GMT -7
LENITA JAHZARA ZIMMERMAN
"Don't you think I deserve a chance
A chance of life without all the accuses
Without the pain stab of the lance
Can't they see how lame their focuses
They are killing me from within me
They don't know how I live
Or how I just want to feel free
Like the queen bee in the hive
You can't see that I'm mortal
Why can't you know what I am
I am a soul immortalize mortal
I am very human, I am."
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I AM BEYOND GOD
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Full Name: Lenita Nicole Jahzara Anastasie Zimmerman
Nickname(s): Nita, Nikki
Gender: female
Age: fourteen
Birthdate: August 4th 1996
Sexuality: Heterosexual
Reincarnate: Yes
I am: Sarah Good
Played By: Ali Lohan
Grade: freshman
Boarding: yes
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OUR SHINING FUTURE
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Height: 5'5"
Weight: about 120lbs
Eye Color: dark hazel green
Hair Color: dark brown
Build: average
Scars: An old burn marking almost her entice left hand.
Piercings/Tattoos: Yes, both ears. Has a tattoo on lower back saying La Bella Vita.
Personal Style:
She's mostly modest in her clothing, but hates wearing just black and white. She's very picky at times and wears whatever she feels like. She's a bit rebellious to wearing all cover-ups because of her past history, but wants to fit into the crowds. She loves wearing biker look garments though. She loves wearing dresses too, but hates wearing them all the time.
Appearance:
She’s somewhat average in stature. Lean doesn’t mean skinny, she keeps healthy and fit but not so much to the point of being one of those big steroid looking muscle heads, they look stupid in her opinion. Her eyes are a dark hazel-green almost brown, very light and kind. Her skin is a nice ivory, but often tanned. She’s very small yet tall for her age, and needs to gain a few pounds to be normal ideal weight.
Her hair and makeup are never done heavily, but not messy. She has some hair styles she keeps returning to. She always does it lightly, her styling. Her usual have it loose and wavy, never in a bun or ponytail if she can help it. She hates covering her hair like a nun, so she likes it free.
HOPE AND HORROR
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Likes:
- dogs
- cats
- Pure, her black cat
- her siblings
- flying
- reading/writing
- poetry
- modesty
- honesty
- boys
Dislikes:
- orphanages
- animal haters/abusers
- drunks
- cruelty
- gallows
- death sentence
- robberies
- nuns
- fire
- liars
Dreams:
- Having a family
- Being a famous poet
- Finding a job
Fears:
- Being burnt again
- Being in jail, pregnant (have to do with Sarah Good)
- Dying in jail
- Gallows
Habits/Hobbies:
- Writing
- Staying away from trees
- Nibbling on her lower lip
- Murmuring under her breath the Ten Commandants (Sarah Good)
- Plotting vengeance
Secret(s):
- Her parents were killed in front of her eyes at four year old.
Personality:
Lenita is a very difficult person. She's complex and is often moody. She likes getting attention (on the inside hates being the center of attention) and is sort of an attention seeker (when she wants to be). She has a feisty side to her and it comes out where anybody needs help. She has the heart of gold, she loves everything, even the nasty people who treat one another like they're out to kill them. When an animal is in distress, she will answer it's call in a heartbeat.
She's very sweet deep within, but her life's been too much of a hardening of her heart. She's very stubborn and thinks herself right a lot. She hates admitting to being wrong. Trust is a big issue for her, so even if you're friends with her doesn't mean she would have confidence in you with her secrets. It would take a lot of time before that happens.
She's also a very high achiever and loves to study often. She's very good in soccer and likes to bake. She's very much a poet at heart and her friends and teachers know that. She's very impatient, but can be over still when she needs to be. She's stubborn and very loyal, and she's willing to go the distance for her friends and family. She's a bit temperamental, but it's worth it to know her.
PRETTY BOY, PRETTY GIRL
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Mother: Biological: Victoria Sarah Zimmerman .nee Davis. (decreased)
Adopted: Katya Jasmine Ramachander .nee Terrence.
Father: Biological: Liam Daniel Zimmerman (decreased)
Adopted: Michael Keith
Siblings:
Brother: Benjamin _____ Ramachander (18, senior)
Sister: Tamara Jade Ramachander (16, junior)
Other: Her adopted family are distant relatives of her mom.
Pets: Pure, her Bombay cat, who stays at home.
Hometown: Riverdale, North Carolina (Birth town: Lamlash, Isle of Arran, Firth of Clyde, Scotland)
History:
Lenita was born in Scotland to the Zimmerman family. She learned to talk at a young age. Her parents were surprise at how quickly she learned about the world around her and often when they were punish her after she turned four, she would scream saying she didn't want to be in jail. It shock her parents at this outrage of going to jail, and tried to explain she wasn't.
She been having horrible dreams about living on the streets covering in dirt, begging for food and water. She often woke up shouting in fear and depression. Her parents took her to the doctor about her trouble nightmares. He gave her drugs for mental impairment. She hated those pills.
At the age of four, a horrid tragedy came upon her. Her parents were killed in a burglary gone wrong. She would never forgot the blood and guts of the murder. She was sent to a Catholic orphanage after that. Nobody caught the robbers.
In the orphanage, the nuns use to hit her left hand since she was a left-handed person and old morals rotated around the orphanage. They even burnt her hand when she didn't stop using her left hand to write. How Lenita use to scream bloody murder on the nuns and told them stop hurting Dorcas (she didn't remember saying this). She often lay awake and whispered about how she was treated when she was there. Nobody knows about this, not even her family. Her best memory of that place was being rescued by her family and living with them. She was eight at that time.
Her life got better and better with the Ramachanders, and she enjoyed it well. After several times pleading and doing well in school, they allowed her to go off of the meds. Finally her head was clean and her grades went up. She even won the Sixth Grade Spelling Bee which show her adopted parents that she was better off without the mental drugs.
More nightmares came to her mind. Witch hunting and the gallows were more in her head, and she didn't know what to do with her dreams. She often sneak into her sister's room and cried to her about these visions of horror.
Soon they moved to America after a neighbor inform them she might feel better away from the city where her parents dead. Riverdale, North Carolina to be exact and it was a beautiful town. It was a good move though, seeing that Lenita needed a fresh start. She was home schooled since having those dreams, but entered the eighth grade at the local school. She was able to win a poetry contest and got good karma being there. For a time the nightmares vanish.
However during the last months before her high school years, her English class was doing The Crucible by Arthur Miller. She shivered at each of those class and where Sarah Good's parts were read she often excuse herself to the nurse's office where she threw up. The nurse sometimes overheard her saying her baby was killed while she was in jail. The nurse wanted a full scale health examination and discovered that there was no way Lenita was in jail or had been pregnant. As she waited for the verdict, she rebel and got a tattoo with her sister's help.
It was luckily a lot of her friends in the class said she was just a methodist actor and often did Sarah Good's parts in the play they decide to put on. So, no time in the hospital for her, but deep within herself Lenita knew something was wrong with her. She started to remember things of long ago, and the other women in jail with her. Once she quoted to herself, "You are a liar. I am no more a witch than you are a wizard, and if you take away my life God will give you blood to drink," when she saw a drawing of a man, Reverend Nicholas Noyes, and was glad to know he died of a severe brain hemorrhage. "Told him so," she would said after learning this.
She soon realized the was something about Sarah Good that reminded her of herself, but didn't know why. She went into Riverdale High with questions about these and often went to the library for more information on the Salem's Witch Trails. The librarian was named Dorothy and a flashback came to her at night about a five year old girl named Dorcas Good being sentenced to jail. She woke up feeling very angry and wanted somebody to pay for forcing a little girl to jail. She cried for that little girl, her little girl, and paused. She was crazy by that declaration.
She doesn't yet know she's a reincarnation, but it would come out soon. At this time she's feeling like she's losing her mind or something similar.
I AM WHO I AM
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Name/Alias: Leah
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