Post by Andy Lee Valterra on Feb 2, 2012 18:23:17 GMT -7
ANDY LEE VALTERRA
"I was born this way"
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I AM BEYOND GOD
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Full Name: Andy Lee Valterra
Nickname(s): Anna, Anne
Gender:
Age: fifteen
Birthdate: December 5th 1996
Sexuality: undecided
Reincarnate: Yes
I am: Anna Pavlova
Played By: Betty Curse
Grade: sophomore
Boarding: yes
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OUR SHINING FUTURE
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Height: 5'7
Weight: 120
Eye Color: silvery green
Hair Color: brown or black
Build: skinny / tiny
Scars: quite a few that she hides
Piercings/Tattoos: pierced ears
Personal Style: Andy is a huge fan of all sorts of frills and lace, thus tends to wear dresses that have lots of those. She also always wears some sort of choker so that it is easier to hide that she is a boy being that an adam's apple is pretty obvious. Mostly she will wear flat shoes or her ballet shoes along with tights under the dress. The dresses she wears are pretty poofy to hide the fact that she does not have a girl figure. Her hair is almost always up so that it is out of the way. She also wears a bra so that she has no issue passing as a tiny girl rather than being completely flat like a boy would be.
Appearance: Andy has decently long brown hair that she always keeps up in some sort of fashion. Whether that is by teasing it or putting it in some sort of ponytail depends on the amount of time she has in the morning. She also wears black eyeliner and eyeshadow to bring out the silvery tone of her eyes. Andy is short for a boy, but tall for a girl standing at five foot seven and thus typically wears flats so that she doesn't end up towering over someone. Andy prefers to be her tiny self being that it makes it easy to move around as a ballerina. It also makes it rather easy to get out of holds being that the smaller you are the easier it is to slip out. She hates the fact that she had to take karate but it comes in handy at times unfortunately.
At first glance Andy definitely looks like a girly sort of girl and seems to have very little issues passing as such. The dresses she wears to hide her boy figure help quite a bit with that. If she is going to put her hair up she will put bows in it that match whatever she is wearing. She tends to walk around on her toes a lot due to being used to doing so as a ballerina. Andy appears to be a bit quiet most of the time.
HOPE AND HORROR
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Likes: frilly dresses
fluffy things
ballet
reading
tights
classical music
sewing
ribbons & lace
sweets
tofu
Dislikes: being a boy
contact sports
messes(neat freak)
peanuts (allergy)
voice cracks
swimming
being bullied
Rap music
being asked if Andy is short for something
meat (vegetarian)
Dreams: eventually being in the right body, being a famous ballet dancer again, for her mom to accept her as a daughter
Fears: being found out that she is a boy and being ridiculed for it,
Habits/Hobbies: reading, walks on toes, plays with hair when nervous
Secret(s): girl in a boy body, her self-harming, destroyed her parents marriage
Personality: Andy is not the most outgoing person on the face of the planet, but she does have her moments. If she was dancing on a stage she would dance her heart out, and it appears to be the only time she is truly happy, otherwise though she is pretty disinterested in most things and it shows. Unless you manage to catch her interest, chances are she's not going to pay too much attention to you. Past experiences have made it a bit hard for her to talk to people about most aspects of her life. The girl shuts most of her emotions inside until they blow up from someone saying the wrong thing, and thus tends to be quite defiant when it comes to many types of bullies. She isn't afraid of them, just finds them to be exceptionally annoying. This also means she can have quite an explosive temper at times. Only when it comes to certain things though. Sure she doesn't really have the appearance to back it up, but as a ballerina and being forced into karate as a kid has made her at least decently formidable. She rarely ever uses what she learned in karate because she hated the entire experience, so most are caught off guard when she fights back. She usually has a bit of a sad smile and stares off into space quite a bit thinking about her past life when she didn't have to worry about being outcast because of her entire make-up. As far as she is concerned though, the only person allowed to cause her harm is herself. That being said there is a whole other side to Andy that she keeps secret.
When nobody is around Andy goes into a depression because she is stuck in the wrong body. It makes her all sorts of confused as to how such a thing could even happen. Actually, she's not sure how she ended up reincarnated in the first place let alone in the wrong gender. Shouldn't more important people be reincarnated after all? Also, why couldn't she end up in the right gender? The confusion drives her insane sometimes and throws her into depressive states where she'll lock herself in a room and ignore the world for hours. She can't even talk to anyone about it because they wouldn't understand the depth of what she is going through. Sure they could relate to the feeling of being in the wrong body, but not for the same reasons as her. Other than when she is alone she appears to be a relatively happy girl who does decently enough in her classes. Just appears to be a bit on the quirky side. Which, honestly she is a bit on the quirky side being that the style she has chosen for herself is not your typical one. It just seems to fit her though due to all the poofy things she used to wear in her past life during performances and being that she was not allowed to take ballet in this life she uses it as a way to connect with her past self.
PRETTY BOY, PRETTY GIRL
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Mother: Delilah Valentina, 40, CEO of a company
Father: Derick Valterra, 43, runs a theme park
Siblings: none
Other: Grandma Valterra - took her and her father when they left her mother
Pets: a cat at home Bubbles
Hometown: Indianapolis US
History: Andy was born a boy to a happy couple that was excited with their first child. She was raised as a vegetarian and so she sticks to that. Sure it's different, but she can see the merit of it and feels that it makes her a bit healthier in the long run. Her father would have preferred a girl, but her mother was set on a boy. This made it nearly impossible for her mother to stand when Andy always referred to herself as a female rather than male. Which, was often because honestly she didn't really understand the difference at first. She didn't want to be a boy and thus was not allowed to pick out her own clothes because she would choose dresses and frilly things, and no boy would wear those normally. Her freedom of expression was horribly stifled when she was younger because of this. She came to resent that and it's part of why she exploded at her mother as a teenager, but that will be covered later. As a child she didn't understand what the difference was, and so she would call herself Ann rather than Andy and it made her mother furious because it was impossible for her to accept that her son would prefer to be a girl. Thus a plan was devised to try and force Andy to be a boy so that hopefully she would grow out of it. Andy would request to take ballet countless times but was thrown in karate instead because her mother was trying break her child of wanting to be a girl. Obviously the woman figured it to be some strange phase that her child was going through. Sure she could handle karate just fine, but it made her miserable. She didn't want to be a boy, and then it started that she could remember the dreams of her being a ballerina. Sure she had them before, but they were just small glimpses and not very prominent memories seeing as it is very common for people to forget what they were dreaming about when they wake up.
It took a few more years but then she finally realized who she was while looking up famous ballerinas for a role model to get her through the karate lessons. A name in particular stuck out to her and it was Anna Pavlova. She had heard it before somewhere, she was sure of it. That was when she stumbled upon a picture of herself and realized she knew everything about this woman despite not ever reading about her. This was also when it occurred to Andy that she didn't want to be a boy because she, in fact, wasn't a boy. This realization just made it harder on her that her mother was trying to force her to grow out of wanting to be a girl. She was never going to grow out of it because that was just how she was. That just lead to more confusion though being that it made her wonder how it was that she ended up in a boy's body. It was this drastic confusion that threw her into quite the depression. She started punishing her body for being the wrong one and then hid it so nobody else would see. Andy wasn't sure how much longer she could take having to be a boy. Thus she decided that she would have to make her mother see her side and that she wasn't going to grow out of wanting to be a girl. Thus she started working on how she could pass as a girl even in this new body. She knew how to pass from past experience and so she applied it to gain materials through ordering in secret online with money from birthdays and Christmas. Then she started using the internet she started looking around for ways to explain how she wasn't a boy but in fact a girl without having to mention the insanity that was her being reincarnated. Seemed there was quite a few people that had the same issue and the articles they wrote helped quite a bit. Made her feel not completely alone, though she doubted any of them were reincarnated, and never mentioned it either.
When she was just about done with seventh grade she had decided that she was fed up with being forced to be a boy and using some of the advice she had gotten online, she flat out told her mother that she was a girl. There was screaming, a huge heated argument, and punches thrown but in the end her father defended her and decided to leave her mother. The woman seemed to be completely incapable of dealing with her son being a daughter and it hurt the girl horribly. Her own mother couldn't even accept or acknowledge her now other than to call her a freak. Sure, she feels horrible about destroying her parent's marriage, but at least she could be the girl she actually was now seeing as her father wanted a daughter and saw how miserable being a boy made her. He wasn't going to force her to be someone she wasn't and wanted to be there to help her figure out her issues. By this time she even had enough of a girl's wardrobe to start living full time too. Thus he took her to a psychologist a few times to try and diagnose her but she refuses to talk to them in too much detail for fear of being locked in a psyche ward for the whole reincarnation thing. Thus she only explained what she had to like how being a boy just made her miserable and that she would rather dress as and be a girl. She also explained how the entire makeup of her body just felt wrong. This seemed like it was enough to convince them, and thus they diagnosed her with gender identity disorder. Since then she's been taking supplements that have made her boy hormones less dominant. There was an rather aggressive incident with bullying in her last high school, being that someone found out she was a boy and told everyone and she got threatened for being different, so she has now been moved to Riverdale where she plans to pretend to be the girl her brain thinks she is as long as is physically possible. She is not in the RSOR yet because she has just entered the school as a sophomore. She is also boarding at Riverdale because she already screwed up her parents marriage and thus doesn't want to make her dad move just so she can go to school. It's not going to be pleasant but if she can convince he roommates not to tell anyone, whether it's by threats or just pleading she hopes they will keep her secret.
I AM WHO I AM
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Name/Alias: Cal
Other Characters: Arlen, Chess, Elise, Kassandra, Raven, Skylar
Age: 19
Time Zone: youknowthis
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